Well tomorrow they insert the peg tube, good thing they are putting me out and I will just wake up with it.  For some reason this thing scares me more than radiation.  I think it comes to something getting stuck in me and not taken out, also there is maintainance to it, and it seems like it would get in the way.  Today was a dentist day had two fillings and it hurts.  Friday I go back to the periodontist for scaling and root plaining on the top half and Tuesday for the bottom half, then hopefully we get cleared for treatment and we can get on with this, so it can end.